The Closer

I am closing on my new house today.  This simultaneously excites me incredibly and scares the peewaddin’ out of me, as my mother would say.

On the one hand, I get to pick out everything myself, arrange it all to my own liking, and stay up till 3 a.m. playing the piano if I want to.  Yee haw!  On the other hand, I’m going to have to mow the lawn, hook up the washer and dryer, and find a way to float my own boat financially.  Oy vey!  The idea of personal growth is all well and good until you’re actually forced into it, I find. 

So at this point, when I’m not actively freaking out, I’m actively packing.

boxes                                                                      Boxes full of books, mostly.

I’m a little embarrassed to say that I actually have not done that much packing up until now.  There are several reasons for this, the first and foremost of which is that the process of buying the house has been so fraught with stress, anxiety, and uncertainty, that I think on some level I felt that to start packing would be to tempt fate.  Totally unreasonable, I know, but there it is.  Also, I am moving a total of two blocks down the street, and as Ellen pointed out with her recent move next door, there are just some things that are easier to just pick up and walk over.  (Or, in my case, set in the front seat of the truck.)  And, let’s face it, I am naturally lazy.

But now I have begun!  It’s never too late!

And I’m reminded once again (as if I really needed it), just how much yarn and fiber I have.  Witness this large tub o’ stash.

tub o' stash                                                      Now, this may look like a manageable tub full of fibery things, but that actually could not be further from the truth.  It is HUGE.  It is a (brace yourself) 55 gallon tub.  Luckily, it has little wheels on the bottom so that it can roll around on the floor.  I am carefully not thinking of the moment when I have to lift it into the back of the truck.

Then, I have a closet full of fiber and yarn. 

stash closet                                                                    The top.

stash closet                                                                    The bottom.

I am certain that the builder of this apartment thought of this closet as a linen closet, and if you look closely in the photos above, you can see a set of pink sheets and a couple of purple towels.  I’m using it as a linen closet, see?

As far as the amount of stash in there, well, I really don’t quite know what to say.  But I will remind you that I never moved all the stash out of the house I lived in with Rob.  There is at least as much, if not more, still at the house.  Ahem.  Let us just draw the curtain of privacy over that issue, shall we?

When I absolutely have to sit down and calm myself, I am doing a little knitting and spinning.  I started the second sock for my soldier buddy.

second soldier sock 

And I’m working on the wool/silk laceweight on the Kromski.

wool/silk on wheel 

It’s humbling to me to try to spin this fine.  The yarn keeps breaking, or I don’t get enough twist in it, or sometimes I get too much twist in it.  I learn what I need to do, and then I lose focus or try to go too fast and I forget.

Like I said, personal growth is a harsh taskmistress.

7 Responses to “The Closer”

  1. Ellen Says:

    You can do it. It’s not easy to be on one’s own, but it has many unheralded rewards. Especially for women, I think.

    Let us know if we can help in any way.

    And congratulations on the house!

  2. Candy Says:

    Congrats on your new home, you can do it! You will love having your own home. Good luck!

    PS I really enjoyed reading your blog

  3. Wanda Says:

    Congrats on the new home, that is awesome and you will enjoy it. Definitely a new journey of your life, enjoy all that life has to offer you.

  4. debsnm Says:

    You scared me with that ‘little’ 55-gal tub of “fibery things”!! I have more than that stashed in the closet! I’m feeling much better, now – knowing that you have a better stash than mine!

  5. Diane Says:

    Congrats! Yes, many things are just easier to move in their unpacked state…like clothes, stash, more stash, and anything you can toss into a laundry basket.

  6. J. Lynne Says:

    You know, when I bought my house, I was all a-twitter at the thought of being able to stay up until 3am playing my piano if I wanted to as well. However, I’ve been there since November and I haven’t done that once.

    I will say this about moving short distances…pack like you’re moving across the state. Trust me, it will take far longer to move if you don’t. I moved within the same apartment complex once and didn’t take the packing seriously and I regretted it and so did everyone who helped me.

    Good luck and congrats!

  7. lorinda Says:

    Congrats on your new place!